Eluding Tranquil

how is the song of a nightingale different from the screeching of a crow, if there's no one to hear. and then, what difference would it make to a skulk, whether a vulture screams, or a lion roars, unless it smells food. the eye is as important as the vision it beholds. to discern the meaning between copper and gold. what would an ape know, about flowers and fruits and snow. only we humans are with rational mind bestowed, to rise above the animal instinct of preservation and production. but why trees stand along with girdles of steel, is still a something of a puzzle. why a child's impulse is virtue and innocence, and a grown up's is greed and wrong. why we abstain from the right, when we know what is wrong. why we emphasise on what is there, when we can create what is not in sight.

the tear drops fell from heaven above, and God cried with me. the sun shook away the black hide of clouds, and tried to smile with me. the wind blew around my cheeks, to wipe away those tears. a butterfly danced around me, trying to shove away the fears. the green sea reached out its hands, thousands of waves of the sea. they swept my feet and danced around them to cheer up the dear old me. the heart wept for what it'd lost, the soul laughed for what it found. remorse and guilt played around my heart with sadness inside abound. the mind woke from its shocked slumber, and sent me whirling around. it made me see the brighter side of things, and all which I had found. I turned my back on the callings of reason, and dipped my heart in that whirl of emotions. I wanted to forget the bright and the positive, and dwelve in the sorrow of the past. I wanted to relive those moments of happiness, now consigned to the past. again..the heart felt empty half way through writing this..like it happ...

today's a new day.. and i gotta do things.. gotta get rid of d dusty old pictures of my school days' flings.. gotta put up dat poster of michael, up on d wall.. got a new day to live, and i wanna live it all.. no more coke n stuff and smoke n shit.. no more puking after drinkin.. no more dying dis slow death.. no more wasting my life.. no more agony and pain, i want none of dis strife.. today's a new day, and i gotta do things.. hv to call my mom and tell her that i'll change things.. hv to see wt college i cn go to, wt work i can find.. hv to work my way out of dis bind.. to see back the things i did and the pain i caused, all the ppl i hurt who js luvd me,dats all.. my apologies, my thanks, now i know better.. js felt like writing this..couldn't complete it though..

come down from the cloudy dreams, come down.. don't live in someone else's eyes, find the world in your own.. don't ask what others have to say judge on your own.. don't live life in other's dreams, make your's a one of its own..